I Wish I Could Hold Her Face

I wish I could hold your face and give my clamorous kisses….
The pain of your absence is so unbearable for my wondering soul …
The endearing search for a glimpse of you is making me lonesome in this universe.
I miss you deep in my heart, come back as reality to my life.
To meet someone like you in this life; is the virtue of my deeds.
To complete this life together; is only payer in my heart.
In between this vastness of earth and this sky, I wonder where my love is…..
This barrenness of her presence is shattering my heart.
 My uncontrollable soul please accepts it as yours.
Be my beloved for now and infinity and never to be part for eternity.
I wish I could hold your face and give my clamorous kisses…..
The pain of your absence is so unbearable for my wondering soul…

Unforgettable Memories

There is no charm of being happiness when I was in solitary, countless memories roaming inside my mind but I wonder sometimes its real me or just like an actor performing drama on the stage. Being reminded by the past memories, I miss my lovely mom and dad.  Your memories still lingers inside my mind and always reminded, how we had fun and share our own dreams. Sometime it gave me more painful.

 I have done nothing during their presence. But it does not mean that I don’t want to do but I was small lad and can’t do anything then crying. It brings me many endless thoughts and emotional to me that really kills me. Having given the more burdens, please forgive me on this.

I realize that all these are because of our previous karmic that decides our presence of today. I am proud of them and I will do whatever I can for them till I leave this world, unlike those who forgot their parents and left alone at home. Hope one day they too realize like me. when they are gone far away from them and lingers their memories. But it does not mean that I wanted to hurt them and interfere in their personal life, but fact is that their presence is more important to us than being left alone at home.

 I remember my grandpa narrating story to me before we go to sleep and we use to offer ARA (local made wine) for his story. I have learned many amazing stories (five brothers, monkey and orphan boy, a man and Yeti, witch and poor man , grandpa and grandma ,  monkey and grandpa grandma , the witch and prince so on…) from grandpas. Some of these are included in Bhutanese folk stories.

Your blessing and wishes has really blessed me and now I am grown up as a young man. Your words are always with me and I will do no matter what circumstances occurs on me. I pray for your way to heaven and back to earth. I love you mom and dad, though both of you are not around me. I hope you can see and hear me. “Your happiness is my happiness” I love you forever.

PS; There is hope of coming back to you. Pray for them to rest their soul in peace and harmony. Your good deeds of chanting and rosaries, hosting prayer flags, love and compassion to others is the only way to heaven ...............

                                                                                    

                                                                      

Dreams of dreaming

In the shade of a Jangchup tree,

I read the letters of weather

Playing flute on a hill

Blanked with clouds of flowers

I have come from far away

Seeking for my boat of life

Speeding windy through my ears,

Remind me the toughs of my journey

The returning April

Ignites the torches of life

The shinning season of dreams

And season of tears filled with the rainbows.

In the shade of a Jangchup tree,

I read the letters of weather

Playing flute on a hill

Blanked with clouds of flowers...

My inspirational

Hachi, My inspirational dog

It was in midsummer, I am so bored and can't do anything .I thought ,let me get some movies from the town.I was loitering in town for last few hours looking for good movies but I found none. I am back to my room and I am so tired. I thought my work done is zero today.

 I took my remote control and  searching for action movies. I found a movie just started on star movie. At first I felt movie do not seem to be interesting by looking at the name of movie” Hachi” but I don’t have choice other  then this.

 I keep on watching and few minutes’ later tears on my eyes. I  shed my tear while watching  Titanic, but that was due to sympathy to those who lost their lives and their lovers . 
 But this movie, I truly couldn't hold back those streaming tears. It's beautiful, heartbreaking, inspirational, and shows  what unconditional love looks like in its purest form.

Hachi is very loyal to his owner and the part that made me cry is when Hachi ran away from his home even when it's far away to wait and greet his owner. The saddest part is that he didn't know his owner died and he's been waiting in the train station for years. He never gave up waiting until the end of his life.I can’t elaborate more on this please! 
A friendship that can be last forever and does not dies only if there is love and compassion. 

                            Hachi’s statue still exists in Japan.

                                                                                                                                 

  

How True Love Should Be.

The true love is something that everyone wants to feel, but it is a fact that only a little part of the people has the luck to meet the person. What is actually the true love? That is the most beautiful thing that can happen to someone, because that is one shared feeling. When you meet someone and fall in love with him that is not the true love still. If this person shares your feelings that still is not the true love.

         
Love is the greatest feeling in the whole world. When you are in love, you see mainly the positive sides of the character of the person, you are in love with. However, everyone wonder sometimes what the reasons I love you. Why relation does not prolong. Some of the fact are here ,that maybe possible to fill up these gape.

The true love is something more than falling in love. If His/her is at the first place trust, because without her/him every relationship is fated and can’t survive a long time. When you have trust in your partner you are free of anxiety. That must be shared because when the one person in the relationship believes in the other, but the other don’t do this, this leads to problems and probably to broke up. The true love is a friendship. You must to not only lover to your partner; you must be his/her friend.
Your partner must be the source from who you can ask for advice and who you can say your secrets, because that person will not say to no one else these things. It is a true love when you can talk about everything with the person who you are in love with. Exactly the talking is the most important thing for the true love, because when the partners talk, they can find a decision to every problem, which they have. One big part of the couples breaking up, because they can’t or don’t want to talk. When the love is a true love, person can survive everything. Every problem is a test for the feelings and strength of one relationship. The true love is help. When you really love someone you are ready to help partner right away and to do everything for your partner
Of course this thing has to be shared. The true love is care, because when you are in love with someone you make everything that your partner can feel fine and loved. When the love is a true love this fact automatically eliminates the egoism, because now you are not alone and you must thing about the wishes, which have the person with who you are. When you love someone you want to make him happy. The true love means support too. The feeling when you know that by you stands someone who loves you and every time will support you, is really great. One love is true when the two in the relationship are frank and honest. And always stand by your side no matter what circumstance happen to you.